Once upon a time...

this picture was taken last Raya...
mase ni aku dh akhir2 pantang...masih mok lg kn...
tp skang dh maintain...(^_^)

When I was 18 years old I met him in the UIS class and
he came up with his friends (Mapoh & Capang)...so that was d first time I saw him...than I realize that I can’t keep my eyes off over him...

At 20 on my day in KL to celebrate National Day I was surprised with a phone call...d phone called that change my life...he called me & I was so nervous...we did this for couple of months...he was the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated...

On his 22 birthday we went to our first date, and he had an accident that day but he stand strong 4 me...(^_^)

Over the next year we began to date seriously...
we laughed & cried together...

We had six glorious years together b4 we get married, when everyday I would smile...even on d last day of our wedding...he still d man that I knew six years ago... now its been almost 2 years we happily married...& something precious have come to our life...our inspiration, lil' prince Mirza Aariz...

what more can I say...?
i feel really blessed...Alhamdulilah...

Reshuffle...

team grafix department kt opis aku...

Bila sampai hujung tahun ni mula hati berdebar2...coz setiap tahun kt department aku ade reshuffle...start la pikir kene tukar ke aku ni...
gi department mana lak...hemmm...mcm2 yg d pikir kn...sekarang ni aku dh selesa di MEGA...msk keje pn kul 11 pagi sampai 7 malam...so ade mase la tuk keluarga aku...sebelum tuh aku di news...msk keje kul 3 petang sampai 10 malam...itu pn klau lik kul 10 malam...selalu nya lajak sampai kul 12 tghmlm...tp x pe la...mase tuh aku bujang...lum ade commitment...mmg workaholic...sbb mase tuh ade bf/2nang (a.k.a hubby aku skang) pn keje time cam aku (mcm musang da)...mmg x de mase nk gi dating...hemmm... tp yg aku pelik tuh mereka yg berkenaan ni mostly cume reshuffle org2 mude je...yg tua (meaning org2 lama bekerja) x lak d tukar kn...
hemmm...just wondering...nape ek...??? adakah mereka orang lame x leh lak nk d tukar kn...mcm depa je ke yg ade commitment...org2 mude ni x de ke...!!! ini tidak adil...!!! well at d end of time...sapo la aku tuk pertikai kn bende2 tuh...
hemmm...aku cume boleh mengobrol je la...tp hopefully reshuffle tuk tahun ni biar la org2 lame lak yg kene...x de la kite org2 baru ni rase tertindas & berat sebelah...i'm hoping for miracle...

My first words...

His first words...actually not really words la...
cuma mumbling2...aghhh...aghhh...so adorable...
his hands flapping, feet kicking, which translates to - "PLEASE PICK ME UP!!" ...
i guess la...(^_^)
whatever...hope he doesn't grow up to fast...

Anak ku Mirza Aariz kini berusia 3++ bulan...

Pejam celik...pejam celik...anak ku sudah pun menjenguk dunia 3 bulan lebih...fuh...rase nye baru semalam aku melahirkannya...what a great xperience...ni yang aku nak beranak banyak2 ni...
dan aku bersyukur kerana hubby ku jugak seorang papa yang penyayang & bertanggungjawab...x pe la bab yang nk menambahkan zuriat tuh lain chapter la...apa2 pun aku berharap anak ku membesar kuat & sihat...=oP

Kecil tapi penuh dengan kasih sayang...

From d one that I luv...

:: Run ::


I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Fix You...

:: Fix You ::


When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love some one but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Life Is For Living...

Where I want to start a story…a little short story but a long journey…about my life…my hope…my loved…& my believes…there was nothing to compare from the truth…this give me a strength to have a good life…

In my early age my father had passed away…& I live with my beloved mother…from her I learned to live & thankful...for all the wrong u make me right…for all the joy u brought to my life…thank u mum…my sister…my brother…my grandma…my frenz (Aida,Yan, Intan, Fit)…& my luvly Aziezul…thank u again for being there with me…no matter how…when…or where…

Hakunamatata…what a wonderful life…it makes me who I am today…I’ll never regret…now I think my life is so perfect but not so… hour by hour…day by day…month by month…year by year…I still learn… learn about life…I’m living for a dream…